Our new year in cardiganshire

Jason being master of ceromonies for murder mistery

It was the best New year i have ever had. I am so lucky to have such great friends. We had a full week in our cottage in Mwent and every day was a blessing ,apart from the four hour walk in the wind and rain- there was no turning back! i think my language may have turned blue because i fell over about six times and was covered in mud. We played a full on dress up murder mystery on new years eve along with our own firework display and chocolate fountain! but the best night without a doubt was hide and seek in the dark night! so amazing. My friends are the greatest. I love them long time!

Warehouse party

My new friend Eddie who i have recently started working with is the organiser of large scale warehouse parties in the pool! she is also on the warehouse party network for manc and down south etc. The next one is gonna be huge it's on valentines day and will be on vauxhall road. Apparently warehouse parties have really advanced they have loo's nowadays and a bar and security etc! Eddie's parties are well known and hundreds go. the whole of the lunch are going to go to the valentines one. Am not quite sure if it is a good idea for me to get involved with this scene! it could all go pear shaped for me. I am secretly hoping i will hate it and be too cold etc!Check it out on www.myspace.com/warehouseparty

SLEEP

I am so tired i just want to sleep. I cannot quite keep up with the 'newness'. New year,new job,new people and new changes in church and I am also looking for a new home. On top of all that i have recently (since new year) been extremely conscious that i am a christian. i think it is all about the 'new' people and 'new' changes. Telling new people i am a christian is stranger than when i 'outed' myself as a christian to my friends and family. Am just not use to it being a part of the getting to know you process but because it is a huge part of my life it cannot be left out. I am so finding the comfort in hebrews 13:8 'jesus christ is the same yesterday, today and forever.'

New Year

Well, new year new job. I started with urban strawberry lunch today and had so much fun! it was great. It is so good to be working with people who are on the same wave length as i am and who are extremely talented. Am in the rest of the week now and i am playing in a gig with them at the world museum on the 18th for cap of culture lot. We gonna invade the place and and play in the lifts whilst moving! great stuff. Am so refreshed from coming back from the cottage. I promise i will post some pics when i find where i put my camera!

Dying

I am so poorly! the flu has got me and i have been in bed for three days so far. I have survived on lemsips and lucozade because food has pushed me over the edge (i have had two bowls of cornflakes though!) i have nearly fainted twice on visits to the loo so i have resorted to holding it in for as long as possible ( unnecessary info) i have missed lindsey's gig, hope street christmas do and will also miss Altru xmas party. I am hardly ever ill especially not to the point where i cannot get out of bed and it has made me think a lot about my future. I want to live on my own but what if i get ill, cannot get out of bed, cannot feed myself etc etc. What if i have an accident and am lying naked on the floor for week before anyone finds me ( am guessing that is a falling out of shower scenario) i like being on my own and being independent but that does not mean i want to end up half eaten by a labrador and drowning in my own urine before anyone notices i was ever ill, does all this make any sense? am delirious from medication...

Lindsey's gig.

Lindsey is my cell leader from church and a v. good singer/songwriter. She has a gig coming up in 'the pool'. Here are the details....

Dec 14 2006 20:00
Hannah's Bar
Leece Street, Liverpool, L1

Worth putting this in your diary now! Lindseys official web site launch. This night will prove to be one of the best nights of the year! A full on party atmosphere to celebrate the launch of Lindsey's descent upon the web! And Ste Hedley confirmed as support!

Short film about toast

Because i am now on this screen writers course (which is actually really difficult!)i am being encouraged to look at more short films as i will be writing one soon! (my premise has to be in on tuesday!) there is loads to learn and the structure is really difficult to write too and all my attempts and premise's seem to be for feature film! woops. Anyway i found this and i love it. Am sure others in my class would hate it but i think it's fab. Enjoy! x

Christian christmas

I am getting really scared about christmas! the first of december is just around the corner and it is dawning on me that i don't really know what to do this christmas or how i am suppose to feel. It is my first christmas as a christian but the build up feels the same.Misery because i genuinely hate christmas! Am sure it should feel different this year and will do nearer the time but i don't know what the christian christmas code of conduct is. Am getting a bit confused with it all!

When are the services? what are they like? it's christmas and i like a drink but i feel i should be more Jesus and less Gin this year. I want to watch a nativity play too!